Bad-min-ton

The other day I had a converstation with a few of my uni friends. Some of them were Australians and we were talking about our interests and stuff.

Then at one point, we talked about our favourite sport…

H: I dont like or play any type of sports. I hate getting all sweaty and stuff.

Me: hmm.. oh okay? What about you A? What do you like to play? football?

A:  Err.. No. Well, I only play one sport and Im kinda embarrassed about it because its not actually considered as a sport.

Me: er.. what is it? tell us!

A: well.. Malaysia is quite famous for it.

Me: Is it the ball thing?

A:  *confused* what ball thing?

Me:  You know where they kick it around and try to pass the small rattan ball thingy.

A: lol. no! guess again?

Me: ……… OH!  is it the kite thing!

Both of them looked at me and laughed

A: Thats not even a sport!

Me:  Well how should I know! You said its not considered as a sport! .. hmm .. is it the spinning gasing?

A: lol. You’re hopeless. and you call yourself a Malaysian.. pfft.

Me: ahahah. im sorry!! I dont know!!

A: its badminton silly! dont you guys play badminton all the time.

Me: *slightly embarassed* … hmm why didnt I think of that… it is considered as a sport!!

hahah cant believe thatI forgot about badminton. I used to play it everyday with my neighbours when I was about 6 or 7. The gate of my house would be the net..lol… ahhh good times. Miss pls

New Moon!

NEW MOON!

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I have chills running up and down my spine..

CANT WAITTTTTTTT PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSss

Ayden!

Im sick of doing assignments! especially group assignments. Need to write a 30 page report which is due tmr! Thank god its almost done. Been going to lab everyday.. even on sundays! pffft. 1 report down 1 more to do … Plus, I have two test a day after raya! gahh… cant wait for all of it to be over

anyway, 5 more days to go til my family comes. At least something to look forward to!

I’ve always been scared of babies or children. Not actually scared.. its just the fact that I wouldn’t know what to do when they come to you and want attention from you (well..you see..I’m not very good with kids! =/). When Im too lazy to play with them (mainly because I’d end up making them cry or something).. I’d usually just bring them to my mom or to the nearest adult thats next to me and leave them there. hahah. Im so mean… But I honestly dont how to play with them! Im not sure why, I guess being the youngest on my moms side doesnt really help. I’ve never actually held a baby…EVER in my whole entire life. Im scared that I might drop it or something. They’re so tiny and fragile..!

But recently, when my sister just gave birth to ayden, my perception on kids have totally changed. Now, every single day i’ve been looking at his pictures, waiting for that day when I finally get to see, hold and play with him! Cant wait!

I guess it just comes to you naturally..

xo

Pelique!

most unusual bathrooms…

this is just… so wrong! 

Chef

NST

First Malayisan to appear on OPRAH show. woahhh..  Thats huge! *bows down*

“In my speech, I dedicated my award to Malaysia, where people live together in harmony, and said that food brings love, peace and respect across borders.” – chef wan

aww… food does bring love, peace and harmony! Cant believe that he even beat Jamie Oliver!

I wish someday I could achieve something as big as this.. insyaallah.. who knows. lol

a girl can dream

xo

Birthdays

I have this thing about surprises…

I love surprises. I love the feeling of being surprised by someone and surprising other people. Whenever I start planning surprises, I usually go all out. Try my best to make it a perfect one.

You feel all warm inside when you see the faces of your loved ones being surprised….. like its all worth it going through everything for them

For bux’s 21st, I surprised him about 2 weeks earlier before his birthday so he wouldnt suspect anything . I planned it about a month before that to make sure all his close friends could make it. My friends and I went around looking for the perfect place. In the end, we booked a place somewhere in the city . I had to order the cake about 2 weeks earlier because it takes that long for them to make the cake! On that day itself, I pretended to be sick, so he would think I was resting at home, but instead I was out running errands with some friends…  to pick up the cake, decorate the place and plan what to do when he comes.

hehee..

Love you sayang

On the other hand, for Nana’s birthday which was a few days back, we decided to surprise her with 2 cupcake cakes and a tiffany & co necklace . Sinn dee, Hizwan & I went all over the city to look for the perfect cake. Sinn dee wanted some boobie cake and obviously I didnt want that! (its okay… we’ll get it for you instead k dee?). We did agree on some cakes but I wasnt quite satisfied with it. I wanted this cupcake cake we saw at this bakery. I wanted it bigger but unfortunately, this is the biggest they can do.

So we decided to order 2 giant cupcake cakes for her. hehehehe

Happy belated Birthday nans! Hope you were surprised!

E-m-o

Being with Bux has taught me a lot of things. One of them is to not care what other people think/say about you. As long as you have your loved ones around you.. thats all that matters. If you really need to say something, just say it. Not talk behind someones back.. tell the whole world about it and let the other person wonder. It really makes the world a bad place.

Communication really is the best thing.

I used to be the kind of person who keeps everything to herself no matter how mad/sad I was. Even though when I really needed to let someone know or when I needed someone to be there for me… I’d rather just be alone.

Up to the point where I was abused, mentally and physically.. Still even after that, I never said anything about it… until one day.. I couldnt take it anymore and lashed out everything and became this really emo person that made me not want to talk to other people.

It took me a few months to get over that phase… I became this really shy person and was intimidated by a lot of people. I would usually just keep quiet and do my own thing eventhough I was surrounded by a lot of people.

But ever since I met Bux, he made me a better person He tells me to be myself and that there’s nothing to be afraid of.

Even if you did something wrong or said something bad… its okay, everyone make mistakes and they learn from it.

No matter how mad you are at that person, the best thing to do is just to confront them rather than talking behind their back.

I used to get annoyed at every little thing.  Its like every other day I’d be mad/angry about something. In high school especially. Blergh.

But now I try to be nonchalant about it.

I admit that I do get affected but I dont go writing or telling everyone about it. Its easier to let them know, and if they dont want to talk to you then  just let it go and forget about it

Life’s too short to be worrying about petty things like that.

Anyway, raya is just around the corner. My whole family is coming to Melbourne! Finally I get to see my nephew! after waiting  for almost 5 months!

I think this pic was taken when he was about a month old

and look at him now!

So fat! I cant wait to see him!

My sister and brother-in-law spoil him too much. On his baby shower thingy, my sister bought him a BABY DIOR outfit and he’s not even one yet! I dont think he even knows what on earth Dior is.. Sigh..

I think everyone’s going to spoil him anyway, since he’s my first nephew and my parents first grandchild!

they’re coming next week. I cant wait!

Acrylic Diamond Ring

Im not really sure why, but I kinda like this.. heheh

Acrylic Diamond Ring by Alissia Melka-Teichroew

I really like the pink and black one!

Bright

Bright lights

Somebody

Im scared of looking forward… I just feel as though Im not ready for it.

It feels like it was only yesterday I was still in primary school. Carefree, no one pressuring me on what I have to do, whether or not Im doing it right, whether or not I’m studying enough, or what im doing with my life.

Nowadays, it feels like its as if life has just gotten a bit complicated. Maybe its just me, thinking too much and making it harder… based on how I look at it. Its like every small thing can make a huge impact in my life.

No matter how much I try not to think about it and avoid it….I know I have to face the fact that its just part of life. Its just part of growing up and everyone goes through it..

“the future is going to happen, whether you’re ready for it or not”

Sometimes I cant help but think whether or not I’m doing the right thing or going on the right path. Its like.. I dont want to disappoint anyone, working as hard as I can to make it right and try to make everyone happy…

Obviously, you would want to make yourself happy while making others happy at the same time… But sometimes it feels impossible to do that…

Then I’d get confused.. but I know the main reason that im doing all this if for ME. But everytime I get so lost and stressed out whenever I ask myself : ” What should I do after this? should I continue studying? Should I work? am I ready for it? Am I ready to be independent?” …  its scary!

One thing I know for sure is that I can’t go through all this alone..

Thats why I’m absolutely thankful for having the people in my life right now. Bux, my family and my friends… you know who you are . Without them I dont know where I’d be. They’ve been there through thick and thin. Supporting me and going through life with me. They’ve seen me at my best and at worst..and still accept me for who I really am and for that I feel truly blessed.

Thank you guys.

For now… I’ll just have concentrate on this..the main reason that I’m here. After that… will be after that… we’ll just see what happens…

xo